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*blinks slowly*

Every bone in my body is telling me that today is going to be an interesting, scary, fascinating, and generally totally memorable day.  It feels as if it will be pivotal in my life, somehow.  I just know it deep down, but don't know how or why.  I spent last night drinking large quantities of alcohol in my apartment's hot tub with some friends.  It was raining hard and intensely cold, and it was around 10:00pm... but we still had a pretty good time of it.  In fact, I think that was what was so wonderful about it... well, that and the fact that I brought like five bottles of assorted weak and strong alcohol out with me.  I had quite a bit of all of them.  Good times.  I've been "partying" a lot more lately, for whatever reason.  I think my body is telling me to have fun to deal better with some of the stress that I'm under lately, and it's helping.  I enjoy unwinding, as I'm an exceptionally mellow person.

I have a lot to say about a lot of very recent events, but a lot of it is going to have to wait... as I have a very busy day to get to.  I'll start by wishing my very good friend Randee (zell_dincht) a happy 22nd birthday.  I'd also like to wish Shannon (wyvren_song) a very happy 23rd birthday, which happened yesterday.  I tried to call her to wish her well, but apparently her phone isn't accepting any incoming calls for some reason.  Even more strange was that it said this was "per her request", which I find hard to believe... as it's her birthday.  Ah well, I'll have to contact her another way later on.  (Update: I just got an e-mail from her!  I'm so glad that she's okay.  I was starting to worry about her, as she appears to have been severely depressed lately...)

I'd also like to wish Lily (lildogg) a happy 15th birthday today.  She's actually amazingly talented for someone so young, and doesn't in any way appear to be 15.  She's a very strong person, especially considering what she's going through right now... and I just wanted Lily know that she has my support if she ever needs anything.  I met her through her brother Jeffrey (jeffreyatw), who turned 19 four days ago.  Yup... every day is a birthday on my frightfully large friends list.  I wish that I could go to his party, but once again... it's on a Friday night, so of course I'll be working at Starbase Arcade again that day... all day, probably up until an hour before the ball drops on New Year's Eve.  Blah.  I'll see if I can get off early or something.  I'd also like to take this time to thank Jeffrey for being such a good friend.  He's an exceptionally talented guy, and deserves all the praise he must get constantly for all the work he shares with the world.

I'd also like to thank my amazingly cool friend pjammer for assisting me in my job search lately.  I know, I know... I already work seven days a week at times, but I'm looking for one good job to try and replace all of that and normalize my schedule... especially so that when Lindsay gets here, I can spend time with her.  Cross your collective fingers, ladies and gentlemen... and thanks to all of you for being such good friends.  :)  I really miss a lot of you.  Oh, and to the guy I used to hang out with constantly who removed me from his friends list about five or so days ago... I miss you, and I don't know why you don't want to be my friend any more.  I wish that I understood... and I'm sorry if I ever hurt you, though I don't know how I could have.  I just wanted you to know that it hurt to see me removed from your friends list, and I hope this is just a misunderstanding or something.  If you removed me because of my last post, though... then this hurts even more.

I apologize to all of you who I haven't mentioned on your birthdays.  There's simply too many of you, though... I'd have to update every single day.  I'd also like to express my feelings on birthdays that fall around this time, during the Christmas season.  I'm sure that many of you feel as if everyone is simply lumping your celebration in along with the holiday celebrations, and it sort'a ruins the fact that your birthday is such an important and special day.  I obviously don't have that affecting my life, as I was born in June... but I wanted to let you know that I understand, and I'm sorry.  I wish there was something that I could do, beyond my own personal acknowledgements of your birthdays and their importance.  My thoughts will be with you.

- Chris (cK1)

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the_crazy_greek
Dec. 30th, 2004 09:28 am (UTC)
You're posting more often! Ah well, it lets us know you're still alive. Partying is good, just don't party so hard
tidus
Dec. 30th, 2004 08:49 pm (UTC)
Hmmm...?
Hon, I only party hard.  :)
Re: Hmmm...? - the_crazy_greek - Dec. 31st, 2004 09:06 am (UTC) - Expand
sharachan
Dec. 30th, 2004 09:31 am (UTC)
*hugs* glad things are going okay!

my brother understands about the birthday near christmas thing, his is dec 28 and often gets birthday/christmas card or present combos instead of seperately.

i dont know as well but i do understand a little bit about having your b-day near a holiday, mine is the day after halloween and so when i was younger, my mother often had halloween/b-day partys for me and i often felt cheated when i was younger
raylessradiance
Dec. 30th, 2004 09:51 am (UTC)
Geez, you're an incredibly sweet, caring guy; wish we lived closer I'd definitely hang out with you.
tidus
Dec. 30th, 2004 08:47 pm (UTC)
*blushes a little*
That was a very kind, sweet thing for you to write about me... and it means a lot, especially coming from someone who I find so interesting and full of depth.  I don't know anywhere near as much about you as I'd like to, but I do try to get to know people through their journals... and you definitely struck me as someone I'd like to learn more about.  I know that you like Macintosh computers, and have an iPod.  You love games, obvious from your Kairi icon... and you also love eBay.  Then again, those two loves are shared by half of my friends list.  ;)

I also know how phenomenally beautiful I find you to be, with not even a slight exaggeration on that phrase.  Your lips are seductively full, and your dark eyes are full of mystery.  You even have amazingly smooth skin.  I also know that you're a geek, which makes you even cooler.  :)  I need to spend more time getting to know you.  If you'd ever like to talk, give me a call on my cellular phone whenever you wish.  The number is (415) 302-8869, and I'd be happy to call you any time if your long distance isn't free.  Just text message me, and I'll give you a ring if you'd like.

*hugs you*  Thanks for wanting to be my friend, and being such a sweetheart.  I do wish that we lived closer, so we could spend some time together.  A year and two days have gone by since you first added me to your LiveJournal account, and I don't feel like I really know you yet.  I hope that one day soon, we can remedy that... and become close friends.  I'd be honored to hear your voice, and learn about what you've been up to lately.  If you ever need anyone to talk to, some advice, or just a distraction from everyday life... I'll be here.  :)

- Chris
lildogg
Dec. 30th, 2004 10:03 am (UTC)
Thanks Chris, I appreciate it.

Lily
tidus
Dec. 30th, 2004 08:51 pm (UTC)
*nods solemnly*
I probably don't know you well enough to have offered you such a thing, but I do care about how you're doing.  I just wish that I could help more.  Please be strong, and take care of yourself.  I hope to see you at Starbase again soon.

- Chris
bambezzled
Dec. 30th, 2004 10:52 am (UTC)
Hey it's nice to see an update =) Happy New Year!
tidus
Jan. 1st, 2005 01:02 pm (UTC)
*smiles really big*
Thank you, Christine.  *hugs*  Happy New Year to you as well.  I didn't get a kiss either, if it's any consolation.  I look forward to learning more about Paul.  It's nice to have someone, isn't it...?  :)

- Chris
Re: *smiles really big* - bambezzled - Jan. 1st, 2005 02:42 pm (UTC) - Expand
leitorz
Dec. 30th, 2004 11:01 am (UTC)
From your random anime-expo cat-boy
Don't worry, I forgive you. :P Some of us just lead busy lives, don't let those who can't support you, get you down, yo.
fireflytrance
Dec. 30th, 2004 11:37 am (UTC)
Two posts in such a short period of time? :O It's shocking really.

Anyway, you need to plan an LJ meet!! Are you gonna be at Fonsies/Randees metreon thing on the 2nd?
el_olvidado
Dec. 30th, 2004 11:46 am (UTC)
hey chris...happy new year. much luck in the 2k5.
do you know what theatres appleseed is going to be showing at?
musmusculus
Dec. 30th, 2004 11:56 am (UTC)
Hey Tidus! Nice to hear from you too! I too am a December baby (12-21) and I think it's really nice of you to acknowledge how December babies get missed sometimes. I personally haven't had a problem with it, I believe because I was born long ago when Christmas wasn't a huge sun eclipsing holiday like it is now. Plus my parents always did a good job of keeping my bday and xmas separate.

So I am going to be partying it up in the bay starting tonight. Where will you be? I would love to meet you. Send me an email if you have time and I'll give you my cellie! Musmusculus@gmail.com
tidus
Jan. 1st, 2005 01:06 pm (UTC)
I'm really sorry...
I should have called you while you were over at the Cow Palace, but I got inundated with calls all day.  I did think of you often though, Anita.  Being that I haven't seen or talked to you since B3, I would really love to spend time with you again.  I'll do my best to get to know you better now that I have your cellular phone number, though.  Thanks for the comment and text messages... your writing means a lot to me.  *hugs you*  Happy New Year.  :)

- Chris
sariasedai
Dec. 30th, 2004 01:15 pm (UTC)
I hope that your day becomes as magical as your heart is telling you it will be.

My inner nurse is going to come out and remind you that it's not good to drink alcohol while you're in the hot tub, especially not large quantities of it. *steps down off podium*

*Raises glass*

A toast to you! May you always find happiness and vodka. I wish you the best of luck with a new job. The position as my bitch is always open XD!
empressdragon
Dec. 30th, 2004 01:57 pm (UTC)
what, she never told you that marion is in bum-fuck NY and has no reception?


i forgot to tell her that when i called her house, because i forgot what the date is... been here in indiana ignoring the calendar and clock for a week. hopefully she got my text.
saikaistory
Dec. 30th, 2004 02:16 pm (UTC)
Well I understand not having time to update with everyone's birthdays, but mine was so recent! :P It was three days before your entry before this one, even. Pfft!
squall_dincht
Dec. 30th, 2004 04:20 pm (UTC)
=D
*crosses my fingers* xD Good Luck ^_^
myrthrilmercury
Dec. 30th, 2004 04:56 pm (UTC)
Yay! Another post!
Did you get the e-mail I sent you? Edinboro's server is down, so I won't be able to check my e-mail for a bit, so if you said anything back, I haven't gotten it yet.

If anyone dropped you from your friends list because of your last post, they weren't your friends to begin with. A true friend sees you through EVERYTHING, whether they like it or not.

I'm glad to see you post again, as I was worried about you. I'm happy you're okay. I am, too--just bored out of my skull is all.

Give me a holler if you feel like talking. *hugs*
kitalita
Dec. 30th, 2004 10:14 pm (UTC)
glad to hear you are feeling better! and partying is okay just don;t do it tooo mcuh, if they unfriended you because of what you wrote then perhaps they are not worthy of being your friends. :) hope all is well and happy new years!!
tidus
Jan. 1st, 2005 01:13 pm (UTC)
Happy New Year to you too~!
I guess you're right, Chrissy.  *snuggles with you*  I'm sorry that you've been feeling lonely lately, and I wish that I could help with that.  I'd still love to call you one day, but I've yet to receive your phone number... so I guess that'll have to wait a bit longer.  Let me know whenever you're ready.  I'll always be here for you, gorgeous.  :)

- Chris
Re: Happy New Year to you too~! - kitalita - Jan. 9th, 2005 09:52 am (UTC) - Expand
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